Kyanna Lee's Blog

Everyday more and more I find myself in fucked up situations. AND it keeps on repeating like a hamster in a wheel.

YOU KNOW WHAT? FUCK IT.

Fuck everything!! FUCK THIS, FUCK THAT, FUCK YOU, FUCK ME.

I am going to stop and trying to figure everything out and just live my life. I don’t have a good relationship with my mom or my little brother that I love to death. I don’t have a good relationship with my boyfriend, who I treat like shit, because I don’t like a lot of things he does.

I am grateful for his family to welcome me with open arms and not judge me from my past. I am grateful that my mom side of the family can do the same. I am grateful for all my friends for being there for me.

I am grateful for all the love my fans shown me and always supported what I wanted to do with my life.

Getting my priorities together is one of the hardest things ever. BUT it was so worth it. I am trying everyday harder and harder. I had to think less of the bullshit and more and the important shit in life. LIKE……………taking care of ME, and what EYE WUNT TA DEW.

Fuck YOU, FUCK me, FUCK IT.

I miss waking up in the morning and go “HEY, I want to pierce my pussy today…” AND then get my pussy pierced by noon.

I miss the old me. I mean, yes I can be mature and handle my shit, yes. But what’s life without LIVING a little.

Who knows…maybe my pussy has already been pierced. lololololol.

<3 KYANNA. <3 YOU.

You know, I always try to be nice.

And sometimes being “nice” always get me shitted on.

Whether it’s my so called family, or little girls in school.

I guess I will start off with the girls in school. OK…so I don’t dress like a bum to school. And yes I may stand out a little more, because I don’t wear Tshirts and track shorts to school.

They wear Tshirts and shorts, and makeup to school. ????

I hardly wear any makeup….unless I am working (on STREAMATE) or going out…I don’t really wear makeup. I am lazy…but I do like to put outfits together and go “Yeah, that’s cute.” I AM A GIRLY GIRL. I ALSO LIKE SPORTS and NERDSHIT but overall I AM GIRLY.

I guess because I don’t wear makeup or I am so nice…these little girls think I am their age..and they come off as bitches…but u know what YOUR LIFE SUCKS, don’t blame it out on me.  :T

I am happy with where I am in life and who I become. I experienced alot in my life good drama and bad. I DON’T GIVE A FUCK. And I probably have a higher GPA than you.

OK, ME:

1. I have a natural 32C.

2. I run 3.5-5 miles 3-4 days out the week.

3. I study hard.

4. I am good at sex and blowjobs.

5. I like to have not boring outfits.

You cannot possibly hate me, because I am good at a lot of things I do, wait yes you can. BUT honestly I am too old to deal with your little girl bullshit. My LITTLE BROTHER is OLDER THAN YOU.

LIFE HAS BEEN GREAT. I LOVE IT. AND THINGS ARE ONLY GETTIN BETTER. *muahz

Found my brother tweak pipes.*heart shatters YOU ARE DEAD TO ME. We got him a place, a job, and even feed him and shit. I really regret bringing him. He takes everything for granted. So then I call my mom.

And I think she’s even worse then him. She hides her relationship with me, because she doesn’t want to upset her lesbian.1-2 minute conversations turn to 25 seconds long.

I have no respect for these people. I don’t have any direct family. I consider myself an orphan, a loner. A loser. I will try my hardest to be better than this.

I smile on the outside, but inside, I am darker than black.